Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Start

So, it always starts with the morning. (sometimes with a dream, but i hardly remember any of those)

Time is changing and people are, but not me. I want to, I really want to! May be i am getting accustomed to some basic facts of life. How realistic a life should one live ? Does it really matter ?

People fill their lives with all sorts of imaginary tools. Like friends, aspirations, dreams, hopes etc. etc.. a process-making to lead a happy-better life. Some turn these into reality and attain a 'real' happy state. The rest go on with their imaginary happy state. So, how different are these ? Does it really matter ?

I often used to wonder, how can i like something and still don't want to have it. And now i wonder, why the hell did i like it :-). Being in a perpetual state of deniability has its own benefits.

As Dr. House says: Pain is relative, so if i inflict myself with enormous self numbing pain, all the others 'just vanish' :)

Stupid Idiots !

She:If one day u come to realize, I dont love u anymore, will your love towards me diminish ?

He:I have been loving you since the day you didn't even know i existed ! :)