Missing Myself

Thoughts go back .. almost always,
As if i don't have any control.

May be there is something I could have done,
If only i could have guessed it or seen it coming,
A complete phase of carelessness, was it ?

Find it hard to believe what i did not do,
Thinking back now !

May be i should have stuck on,
Or is it that i was too much over-confident.

I will never know.
Only that it would have been much much different, life
Still don't know, whether for good or bad !