here.. waiting..

blank !

I keep thinking what is that one thing i want to do before i leave! the one thing for which i would die for ... and then i keep thinking :) .. Living it this way.. dont know whether it is rite or not ! If not, what is the rite way ?

Time.. is all that i had these last couple of days ! .. its been almost two years since i spend an entire day watching movies! Felt good, but somehow, did not feel the same ! may be i was searching for something that is long gone! Passion .. ! travelling .. rides ... and then i stare further towards this stupid white and yellow lines on the wall !

Time alone.. time with yourself ! .. confusion never stops ! I began to notice the small things that life offers ! the dust particles hanging on.. dancing.. visible for only those few moments of sunrise and sunset through the small pores of my semi closed window drapes !

How loud can a 10% volume on my laptop sound in the silence of night.. and then those stupid Portuguese who complain abt the music at this late hour to the reception ! :)

Felt surprised, when i woke up at 7 in the morning continuously for the last 1 week even before the alarm in my cell went off. Do i like the work ? .. Yes i do !.. but is this it ? ..why am i searching ..waiting for something else ? A strangely weird feeling to be alone in a crowd !

Angry .. may be ! But a continuous state of anger is no good :P ..