So calm yet disturbing

Beneath the shadow of the drowning moon,
and the sun yet to be reborn,
there i lay,
staring at the sparkling sand.

Wondering is it always so calm ?
Or am i too drunk ?
Life may not get any more better,
anyways, better isnt an option here!

Am i waiting for something,
or may be im too lazy to move-on,
and yet i wonder why do people live !
atleast in the way i espy things !

A lifetime is all yo've got ,
to know all about yourself ,
and then die !